Ok….its seriously bugging me now how everyone keeps telling me im thin, skinny, lost lodsa weight and look ill!! Here are a few comments iv had to shrug and smile off when deep down im like wtf man??! Im trying my best!!! :
- “Naaaaa u’v lost bare weight” (close friend)
- “Well you look like shit nowadays anyway” (Dad)
- “You’v lost weight dude” (chads)
- “Faaazz…put some meat on!” (High school girlies)
- “Just look at yourself in the mirror…go on ava look…your eyes are in and your…(blah blah) -(mum)
- “Im really worried about your eating faz” (Seeta)
- “Bareee kamzhurrr aaa (ur really thin/ill)” (Grandma aka Nanny)
I know you all care about me, i know you just wana see them plumpy big cheeks like they once were and i know the harsh reality is im 6 and a half stone and getting iller by the day…BUT I REALLY AM TRYING. Im trying so hard iv started to stress about it. Just leave me to it and by the Lords grace i will be plumpy fazy in no time..
Much luv, ur anorexic bud…Fazy
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